This has been a terrible year for me!!! So I'm giving the middle finger to 2010! Let me list the bad things that happened to me this year, or at least give my readers a taste of how bad 2010 was for me...
1. tony cut his finger off
2. tony got into a terrible crash
3. i am bi-polar...yup, i said it, I have it pretty bad (but am getting better)
4. switched isaac to yet another school
5. almost got divorced, but some how managed to save my marriage
6. stopped talking to some of my best friends (it was because of the bi-polar, sorry)
7. picked up a few bad habbits i have to quit this year
8. questioned wheather or not I believed there even was a god
9. slept too many days away because of depression, lost many great days with my kids
10. had a friend pass away with along with her son and left another son in ICU and now he has no mom... awful and sooo haunting
So I say to 2010, middle finger to you! Good riddens 2010. I want to never remember all the pain you caused me and my fam!
To 2011 HELLO!!!! I am sooo glad to see you! I am planning on making huge changes and her they are 1-10!!!!
1. stopping my bad habbits (sionara)
2. I am going to love every day starting at 6... hello beautiful morning
3. love my kids even more... I don't want to miss a thing
4. love my husband and be sooooo greatful that he is there when I wake up and go to bed!
5. love myself- Heck, I'm awsome!
6. call those friends of mine I left behind... I miss you sooo much!
7. enjoy my hobbies again (Im back to scrapping and great memories)
8. forgiving those who made me feel like crap (if it will make wounds heal, Im doing it!
9. getting my house back together (I deserve it, and my home is AMAZING- sorry to brag)
10. Getting my whole life back- bipolar under control= my life back!
so that is it in a nut shell, I love my friends who read my blog- sorry I have been so flacky... its not who I am, and in 2011 I pray to be back to myself again, and yes, I found god! Ohhhhh... me and tony are renuing our vows this year and making new promises to eachother... he proposed to me over winter vacation, bought me the most beautiful engagement ring, and a brand new wedding band. We fell in love with each other all over again, and it was that weekend that we both found god... Thank you god for always watching over me and my family and making me realize how much you really do love us!
I love you Mindy!
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You have been on my mind a lot lately! Much love! and Hooray to the new year!!!
Mindy...I was just thinking about you the other day...honestly and wondering how you were. So sorry about your rough year so here's to a great 2011!!!
ReplyDeleteWow Mindy, I had no idea what was going on in your life I am so sorry that this past year has been so hard for you but happy to hear that it might have ended on a good note and that you have a chance and goal for a better 2011 It's nice that we get a new year to start over. Wish I was there but I'm always here for you even if I'm far away physically.
ReplyDeleteMindy, it made me cry to read this and so sad that I haven't been there for you for any of it. You are so incredibly strong and you never cease to totally amaze me. I am so happy for your resilient outlook, your renewed faith, your happiness again, and your commitment to marriage. I miss you and love you tons!
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Miss you Mindy! Hoping for a better year for you and your family too! You guys are always in our thoughts and prayers even though we never see you anymore....
ReplyDeleteHey Mindy ~ Sorry last year was so rough on you and your family. Glad to hear that things are looking up and that you have set such amazing goals for this year. You're definitely not the only one with struggles... I think we all need to make changes and set such nice life changing goals. (Totally including ME!) Miss you Mindy! I've always thought you're super and amazing. I can think back to many times when you came over to visit when we lived so close and you cheered up my day. :) Love ya!
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